Title: Stars in Heaven (Chapter 12)
Pairing: YamaChii, TaDaiki, OkaJima
Genre: Romance, Friendship, Angst
Summary: The perfect moonlight that once shinned brightly disappeared from their eyes. Although it never showed again, their hearts still longs for their special moonlight that has captured their hearts. Will the bright stars that were present and watching over them under that beautiful moonlight reunite the ones that are meant to be together? Or will it fade away just like their perfect moonlight?
Chinen Yuta slowly turns the knob to his home as the door creped open revealing the mess he has caused not that long ago. The broken bowls and tables scatter everywhere. Stains of ink and other indecipherable things all over the once white colored tatami. Random marks and holes ruining the used to be spotless walls. As he scans through the living room that seems to have been hit by a tornado in a way that’s somewhat incomprehensible even to himself, Yuta stop at a corner staring intently at that spot as if something suppose to be there. Like for the same reason his body forced himself to return to his home although he is having the worse hang over ever and usually never goes home until sober. Chinen-san couldn’t help but feel immense remorse and guilt as he glares at the spot in the corner. A spot that he felt suppose to have something or more like someone that is hurt who needs help.
As Yuta tries to figure out what happened earlier that morning, unable to remember much due to how intoxicated he was, he walked towards that said spot he was gazing at before kneeling down in front of it while examining the place. Crinkling his eyebrows as he touches the spot that is now stained and swears laid someone when he last saw it, the middle age man felt his heart contrasted again trying to recount what took place while his major headache was not helping very much either. Hoping that resting a bit can better his chance on recalling and reduce this horrible migrant, Yuta laid on the messy floor as he tries to sleep. However, his nap didn’t last long when the door burst open in coming five teenagers as one brown hair boy marched right in front of him pulling his collar up facing him while showing the most spiteful expression Yuta has ever seen.
“HOW COULD YOU!!” Yamada yelled as he pulled the older guy’s collar again forcing him to stand but not completely.
“What…” Yuta is dumbfounded by the sudden presence of the five guys plus the raging boy before him, “What’s… What’s going on… Who are you guys…”
“YOU DON’T HAVE THE RIGHTS TO ASK QUESTIONS HERE!!” the brown hair boy hollers again despite the fact that the guy in his hands is much older, taller, and bigger than him.
Daiki walked forward as he tries to get the younger boy to release his hold on Mr. Chinen which took the help of Takaki and Yuto as well before the chubby cheeks boy was finally willing to let go. The older one fell back onto the floor with a groan by the sudden release from the ichigo prince. As the tension in the room finally calm down a bit thanks to the other four guys, Keito introduce everyone and explained the reason for their presence along with the whereabouts of Yuri and Yukito while the others keeps an eye on the brown hair boy afraid he might snap anytime. Yuta simply nodded trying to take in the painful information that his sons are in the hospital due to his doings.
“Gomenasai…” Yuta murmured as he covered his face with his hand, “I didn’t mean to hurt him that badly… I never meant to hurt Yuri each time… I….”
“YOU ALWAYS KNEW!!!” Yamada shouted anger rising again, “YOU ALWAYS KNEW YET YOU CONTINUED!!!”
“…” Yuta didn’t reply but avoid the younger one’s gaze answering the question with his action.
“OI CHINEN-SAN!!!” the chubby cheeks boy screamed about to stand but was held back by Takaki and Daiki.
“Ochisuite Yama-chan,” Daiki patted his friend’s shoulder trying to calm him.
“Yeah let’s hear what Chinen-san has to say…” Keito suggested with Yuto nodding in agreement.
The five pairs of eyes directed towards the middle age man sitting on the tatami as the older one turned his head towards the side to continue avoiding those stares. Those stares that remind him constantly what he has done especially one pair of brown orbs with piercing glares that could kill. Yet at the same time, those stares also remind him of his own sons’ beautiful orbs. His own sons’ innocent looks that he always receives regardless of all the harm he has inflicted on them. His own sons who are in the hospital now because of him not able to control his own emotions.
“I’m a horrible father…”
Mr. Chinen muttered as all the attentions are on him waiting for him to tell his side of the story. His reasons for continuing hurting what is left of his family. Yuta explained his wrong doings, stating that he knows he still has problems getting over the fact that his wife passed away and that he uses alcohols to feel better. And although not really conscious when he dealt harm onto his son or sons when he is in the drunken state, the older man is always aware of a strong guilty feeling hovering over him the next day if he did in fact failed to stop himself from going home and hurting his boys. He also always wonders why Yuri never reported him and has him taken away by authorities. Because numerous times when he realized how much wounds he has created on his older son’s porcelain like skin, the oldest Chinen often wish he was locked up so he cannot harm his loved ones anymore.
“Gomenasai…” Yuta apologized as he finished, “I never wanted to hurt them… I…”
“Chinen-san…” the four guys except for Yamada looked at the man before them with compassionate eyes, “As long as you are aware…”
“Hai… I will make things right…” Mr. Chinen promised as he stood up, “I should have done this a long time ago… I’ll disappear out of their lives…”
“Ehh…” everyone is shocked by the conclusion the middle age man has come up with.
“I’ll leave them be and simply support them from a far…” Chinen-san explained further, “I’ll not be the cause of their pain again…”
All the guys are taken aback by the decision Mr. Chinen has made. While separating him from his sons might be a good way to solve the situation at hand, they all know that Yuri wouldn’t want that. But at the same time, the friends also aren’t sure if Chinen-san can hold himself back from not hurting his sons anymore and causing more pain to their precious chibi. So they are at a loss of words also by the direction this whole thing is taking.
“Saite…” Yamada mouthed off as all eyes are now on him.
“I know I’m the worse Yamada-kun…” Yuta accepted then requested, “I’m sorry… please forgive me… And please take care of Yuri and Yuki for me…”
“SAITE!!!” the chubby cheeks boy cursed again, “SAITE NA CHI-CHI GA!!!”
“Yama-chan,” the rest tries to sooth him and lessens his anger.
“NO!!” the ichigo freak argued stopping his friends while still yelling at the oldest guy, “YOU THINK LEAVING THEM WILL MAKE YURI AND YUKI HAPPY!! YOU THINK IT WILL HURT THEM LESS IF YOU LEAVE!!”
“It’s for the best Yamada-kun…” Chinen-san spoke up and reasoned, “I don’t know if I can control myself if I stay…”
“TRY THEN!!” the brown hair boy is completely furious, “YOU HAVEN’T EVEN TRIED YET YOU ARE ALREADY BACKING OUT, TAKING THE EASY WAY!! YOU COWARD!!”
“…” Yuta looks defeated but has nothing to counter the shorter one.
“WHY DO YOU THINK YURI PUT UP WITH EVERYTHING AND HIDE IT FROM OUTSIDERS!!” the younger one yelled more, “WHY DO YOU THINK YURI NEVER REPORTED YOU!!”
“I…” the middle age man shook his head in shame.
“HE WANTED TO KEEP HIS FAMILY TOGETHER!!” Yamada answered the question as he took a deep breath to calm down, “He promised not just to Mrs. Chinen but also Yuki and himself to keep the family together… To keep what is left of his precious family together even though you guys are missing an important member.”
“Yuri…” Mr. Chinen kneels on the floor as tears trickles down his face.
“He trusted you Chinen-san,” the latter continues, “Yuri believes in you Chinen-san… Yuri believes that you will overcome this problem and be the tosuan they remembered… The tousan they love so much… The tousan they know loves them as well…”
The room fell silent again as the words Yamada said echoed in everyone especially Yuta’s ears. How guilty and ashamed the older man felt for hurting his loved ones. How touched and supported Yuta felt for having two angelic sons who are willing to put up with his problems and still believes in him. How loved he felt to be blessed with two boys who loves him unconditionally. But for now, completely awaken by his past faults; Yuta cannot get himself to stay. After all that’s what he always have done. He avoids the problem he knows he obviously has. He drinks his sorrow away with alcohol. He beats his son to release his anger. He hides at work from seeing the damage he has done at home the next day after he sobers up. But never once did he confront it or do anything else to change it. Even now, Chinen Yuta can only think of leaving his precious sons as he suddenly got up mumbling a soft apology then dash towards the door.
“Gomenasai Yamada-kun…” Yuta bowed to the brown hair boy then made his run, “Tell Yuri and Yuki I love them and that I’m deeply sorry for all that I’ve done…”
“CHINEN-SAN!!” the other four boys are surprised by the action as the chubby cheeks boy yelled out and about to run after the guy but was held back.
“IF YOU LEAVE I’LL NEVER FORGIVE YOU!!!” Yamada exclaims as Keito had a tight hold on him causing him unable to chase after the older man, “CHINEN-SAN!!! YOU KNOW THERE’S A BETTER WAY TO SOLVE THIS!!!”
With those last words, the door closed once again leaving the five band mates alone in that tiny apartment that used to be filled with love and laughter of a small family. The only sounds that can be heard now are the sound of the boys breathing as they take in what just happened a moment ago.
Gomenasaiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii m(_ _)m
I'm sure minna are tired of hearing that from me too
I didn't realized so many months has passed since I last posted ><
Well hopefully and that's a big hope that I will just finish posting all the chappies soon
So the culprit finally showed up
Now what is Ryosuke going to do
How is Chii going to feel
What is the fate of Chii's family
We shall see.... we shall...
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